JennCraze

Anonymous asked: Pretty sure you've always wanted to see me naked.. Well.. I'm feeling pretty adventurous today so go to datelink5(dot)com (switch [dot] with .) then sign up and find my profile under the username 'lolsummer69'. I hid my face in the pictures. but I want you to guess who I am and then hit me up on Facebook lol. Good luck.

You’ve got to be kidding me… why not send the pictures directly to my email??

Wow, who knew keeping a tumblr was like keeping a diary?? I wont even try to find the last post I sent—probably 3 months ago? (if that!) But i will try again… should i be relieved  that I am not addicted to the internet or that i cant keep a commitment?? Oh well… WELL SEE!-

tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

EVERYWHERE. I want to visit every continent, excluding Australia. JK i mean Antarctica 

Finally updating after three months of my hibernation—happy Kerishma?

So what have I been up to these past months?

1. Working and Sleeping!! I tallied up the numbers and out of the weekdays I spend 17% of my week working and 25% sleeping.
2. School (including travel time) is 14% of my time
3. Nothing: 44%. I always said I had too much time on my hands, and this is what I mean. 44% of a weekday doing NOTHING. Well not quite… my nothing includes: spending time uselessly on the internet (facebook, online movies, youtube), chilling with friends, random napping, story writing and planning, texting, cleaning my room, cooking and eating.
4. Weekends: Leticia. Yes my weekends are solely dedicated to Leticia LOL. More than half my weekends include spending hours in her room doing (you guessed it!) NOTHING. Ha, I have no life… I should be partying nonstop, isn’t that what College is about?

Despite this sad breakdown of my life these past few months, I have to admit I’ve never been happier. I had not realized until a dear friend asked, “Are you happy?” I stopped and stared, and then laughed. Of course, was my immediate thought and reply. On the train ride home I couldn’t help but continue to think about this question, Was I truly happy? Despite the fact that I have to wake up at 5.30am for Writing, that I had 0.26 cents in my bank account for 3 weeks, having two jobs, the recent (well not anymore) end of a serious relationship, my “almost-starvation-because-I-have-no-money-to-eat” diet of 3 weeks, or my deterioration of my relationship with my Mother, I indeed was happy, in fact happier than I had ever been.

But how?

I had control over my life. FINALLY. Yes, typical teenage angst; i want freedom and control over my own life, blah blah blah. But I never realized how important it was to have control. It did not matter that I was barely eating or always home because I had no money to spend, I was no longer relying on another person. Don’t get me wrong, relying on others isn’t necessarily bad, but feeling like you have no options due to an outside source is unbearable.

As I stayed in my room, I relaxed with the satisfaction that my life was just beginning. I would repeat to myself: in a couple of weeks, I’ll have a huge and steady paycheck, I’ll be unstoppable. HA! I felt like an adult, I was completely independent and it felt awesome. I would chuckle, thinking college is about finding your independence and yourself as you mature into an adult, and here I was a freshman coming upon this discovery; Aren’t I ahead of the game? Jeez, what will I do for the next 3 years?

“You know you’ve been obssessing with a boy that a friend sends you a text at 1.40am saying “OMFG go check his facebook!!!” Turns out hes single. YESSSSSS” LMAOO

I have to say I’m loving the place I’m at right now. I live with amazing people, where you can stay until 5 am talking about discrimination and miseducation, have soccerplaying sophmores trying to bag in the frontyard, watch hanzel and gretel the opera, dance techno in a 3 hour mixer, and go out to a diner and only talk about penises all in the same night! 

In addition I am extra happy that i can quit Pinkberry (which is delicious to eat, but horrible to work at, seriously next time you go tip generously you have no idea what they go through) to work at the Health facilities at the dorm (for higher pay and less hours!)

Overall I have to say this week has been nothing short of amazing, I love the people Ive met and I can just feel that I am going to love this experience:)

Now Im off to laundry!

First day in the dorms, well actually Ive been here since like 2.40 pm so i guess its been like 8hours LOL. Its been cool, Ive met randomn people from different floors, the rooms were actually bigger than what i was expecting and now with all my stuff up decorating it, its quite CUTE !! <3 Plus i love the policy of having people sleep over for 4 nights!! (no sex restriction, woot woot) hahaha it seems like this is going too be one fun experience. Tomorrow where going to El Museo del Barrio, soo lets see what happens LOL

TOMORROW I’ll be moving into my dorms, even though its still in the city, I’m anxious and nervous and scared all in one. I keep telling myself that I have to be outgoing and get to know everyone on my floor—afterall were all scared so were on the same page, right?? Were actually going on trips the first three days which is already more than High School trips total. Anyway, looking forward to tomorrow!!!